Chasing it

Yeah...I don't want to see myself as a stalker but then I see myself as if I don't care and it goes on and on and on...you get the idea.
I have a rose in my head growing, made that idea from a long time ago... I hope it won't die.

I'm making the story in another account in another website but in spanish since my "family" is reading it in spanish. (Quote marks because is my other family)

The picture I took it from Internet so I don't know the owner.

Hopeless Romantic

Curious thing, I'm hopeless romantic...yeah, I think that's how you say it but you get the idea right?
I don't have that much to say honestly, just the fact that I have a bad feeling about what's going on inside my head...all the poetry, romance, it leaves me into a black deep hole and honestly I haven't reached it for 2 and a half years now...I mean the first time it happened was 2 and a half years!!! ...Now I'm again...I'm just afraid of loosing a new friendship or worse...

Bubble bees

Two things:

1. I got something against bubbles I keep thinking of them
2. I got an inspiration back.

I'm a writer, fiction, poetry, novels, of everything, you get the idea...funny I couldn't write poems anymore until yesterday that inspiration did hit me...literally. What I wrote? This:

There are lots of bubbles
floating over the sky
Makes my heart rumbles
makes my soul fly.
One of them dropped suddenly
I concerned and ran
She couldn't be lonely
won't be able to survive.
She fell so fast
my hand missed a skip
the bubble died at last
made my heart rip.
Why was I sad?
It wasn't alive
I felt so mad
it was so my desire.
The drops evaporated
and then I realized
the drops transformed
into a newly life.
How happy I felt
I still can't explain
but it felt so well
I remember it everyday.

Writting english poetry is harder for me because grammar and all that but still... I kind of feel so...um..."romantic"...yeah that word works for me now...even if I don't feel like it.

Life is like a boat

What do I have against song titles?
Heck I don't know, just updating fast because a friend is playing RO...
*SUDDENLY*
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay*screams of horror from the back MY HAND IS ITCHY!!!
Um...oh yeah for biology practice I asked her to...um lend me her hand so I could take out some blood...it was going well when she MOVED!!! SHE PULLED OVER HER HAND AND HURTED!!!
Baka...means stupid if you don't know and...NO I DIDN'T PLACED AIR IN YOUR VEINS!

But since I'm not in my home privacy I won't talk about the topic I've been talking about for the last 3 days...

The song is from Bleach, ending 1 if you want to hear it.

Kanashimi wo Yasashisa ni

Otra vez con Naruto ¿no? Bueno, literalmente dice algo como "Transforma tu tristeza en bondad" y es algo que podría ser muy útil ¿no creen?

En fin, me la he pasado en mi mente mucho tiempo el día de hoy...(tanto que ni tarea he hecho) y lo único que pasa por mi cabeza es la situación por la que he hablado los últimos 2 días...

Se me hace difícil de explicarlo...como que tengo 0.000001% de experiencia o algo así.

Do you know?

Yura yura to yuganda sora ekimi no moto e tonde yuke
konna ni mo chikazu ni kanjiterufutatsu no omoi

In these wavering skies, I will fly to you.

I can feel it this close,these two feelings.

Any Naruto fan that has seen at least 200 episodes would know which song is this (ninth opening) but that's not why I placed it there. (By: HeartsGrow)

And if you are thinking I'm going to write the E.I. song, nah, I like it but it doesn't say what I'm thinking...

Something I really hate is when someone is like "Hey I have something to tell you" and I am like "What?" and they don't tell me...I'm curious by nature, by number to be more prescicely but that's not the point of it neither...well it is because I have the curiosity burning inside my head now.

So...what's next?

What's next in my gracious romantic life?

Funny thing I passed 3 forms of love and I feel so damn confident I'm going to say it here.

1. First was 2 years ago...well almost 3 but whatever you get the idea. The point is, it was a newbie guy in my school and first I hated him...he was from a preppy school you get the idea...after 7 months we chat better and he became my friend...surprise surprise I liked him...noob. Luckily I dare say we dated...for just a month and half. To say I was crushed was something, first boyfriend blah blah you get the idea. By now he's my big brother, best male friend I say, even if we discuss a lot for pointless things.
2. From last school year, again a newbie...what do I have against them I don't know. The point is...suddenly all I could think of was him...and hell I didn't know the guy. To make this long story short, the guy wasn't for me...actually he wanted to date one of my friends...sounds like soap opera to me so...
3. Now the situation is different, again in a nutshell: Is a guy I met from last year but didn't recognize him until 3 or 4 weeks ago in a friends birthday party...nice guy we talked and played a lot...my mind plays a lot with me that in the end...I have a crush.

Pretty noob as one of my fellow "students" would say...I just wanted to share it...he like someone would know what I'm talking about. =n_n=

Daisuke

There's a reaaaaally funny word called love and it's so confusing. Is one of the few things I can't "dominate" as other things. I refer to dominate with knowledge not other things...besides, I'm so shy...and naive and as many say but not to my face immature.

Well you are the one, the one lies close to me
Whisper hello, I missed you quite suddenly
I felt in love, in love with you suddenly
and there's nowhere else I could be but
here in your arms.

Well...sort of that happened today...with a hat...at the expo...

Expocomic

Nya!!! Mañana es la expo comic y es todo un caos por ir...tengo 2 en mi casa que se quedan a dormir, mañana vienen 3 o 4 más y luego vamos a otro lugar por otros 5 o 6...GENIAL

En fin, posiblemente gastemos más en pockys y Ramuné....dios no tiene alcohol pero si te pone adictiva esa cosa.

Aunque el cosplay no es ese día yo iré de Kakashi...en cuanto encuentre un pañuelo como máscara.

Sayos!!!

=^w^= (Neko)

^/_\^ (Yayoi)

n_/// (Aki)

Hola

Um, admito que esto es raro para mí. Después de ver todos los fotologs y metroflogs (Que suena a metrosexual la verdad) no me parecía muy buena la idea así que no quise intentarlo; luego vi esta página y dije bueno hay que darle una oportunidad.

En fin. Esta es la razón por la que estoy aqui. =n_n=

Retomando otros asuntos y se que si mis compañeros de salón se enteran me van a estrangular por lo mínimo...si, se nota que los "amo" tanto... meh, soy un tanto singular en mi grupo...a quien engaño no encajo perfectamente por un grupo...como muchos deben de saber se forman los dichosos grupos y las etiquetas sociales. Para mí es una completa pérdida de tiempo, irónicamente yo lo hago de forma subconsciente así que...es una idea compleja.